January 27, 2020

Rest in peace my friend.

Anyone who knows me knows that I love the tv show Supernatural. It's one of my favorite shows. I created a group centered around that show in September 2017. I was running this group of like 300 people by myself. My girls Heather Reeves Gilliland and Melissa Fish joined shortly after I made the group. After a month I messaged Melissa and asked her to be an admin of the group. She said yes and then we bugged Heather to join us. We pretty much became the 3 Musketeers.
Now I'm not good when it comes to making friends, I'm actually pretty bad at it and I don't know why. I met these two and we just.. clicked. We each had our own uniqueness about us. We are different, but we became sisters. I am proud to call these two my besties. They have helped me though so many dark places. Their lights have literally guided me out of the darkness so many times. I am eternally grateful for them and for their love and patience.
We lost Melissa on Saturday and O.M.G it feels like my heart was ripped out of my chest, stomped on and shoved back in. I go to sleep wishing and praying that I'll wake up in the morning to find her posting on her Facebook that she was hacked or something.. ANYTHING! My heart breaks with regret that she won't be seeing the end of Supernatural and that the three Musketeers never got to meet up like we were hoping.
I am grateful that she is finally with her Momma, she spoke volumes about her Momma and about how she missed her so very much. She spoke volumes about her grown babies and their babies and her wonderful hubby. She was truly blessed with her amazing family. One could tell just by reading her words. The love she felt for her family is wonderful.
Melissa, You are missed by so many wonderful people. You're light shines even brighter now with that halo. Thank you for being an absolutely amazing friend and sister.
Carry on my wayward sister. Until we meet again... btw.. Find Chuck and kick his ass. The SPN Family will greatly appreciate that.  You Always!

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