Breakfast with my Bear.

Have you ever had a dream that was a HUGE aha moment for you? 

I had one last night. Before my Bear passed away we used to sit and eat breakfast together on days when I wasn't working. I would have my coffee and oatmeal and he would be eating his food. (I also had food and water for him in my bedroom.)

After he passed away I continued on that tradition with his urn.... only I was the only one eating. For some reason I stopped with my little ritual and just carried on without it. OK I admit it, it was depressing and I couldn't deal with the sadness.

Last night I dreamed that we were in our spot only he vanished and left me alone. One I started talking to him he came back and I wasn't eating alone anymore.

I just got used to eating alone so the little ritual we had stopped. When I woke up it dawned on me that I really needed to continue or ritual. So here it is. My coffee pot is on my nightstand and we are having breakfast together and I don't foresee this little thing ever stopping again.