August 15, 2020

I'm lost and I'm just tired...

 

I'm feeling super lost right now. 
For the past few months I have been having thought's about faith and where my spiritual path is leading me. 
At the moment it is leading me to follow an extended path to the one I am currently on. 

When I was a seventeen I began my Pagan path. 
That path is forever strong and will never waiver. 
Those Gods and Goddesses have been with me from the very beginning and I will always stick with them. 

I feel like I'm being drawn down an extended path back 
toward the Christian God. 
Thanks to It Works, the pull is so very strong that it's a bit scary.

I'm scared of expecting too much and feeling let down again. 
I'm scared of not being enough and for being an absolute failure. 
I'm tired of drowning in this fear that I carry on my shoulders like a weight. 
I'm just tired...

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