Changes are good.

I was sorting through a box and found my story binder! I thought I lost it during the last move to Ayer St. This girl is super happy right now! I found my novels that I actually finished. lol

I also found a poem I wrote back in 1988. I know I was in a dark place at the time as in suicidal dark place. Yeah I was a serious mess back then. Here it is..

"Through the shadows of darkness I have searched.

I have listened to the silence of the night for you.

I wait patiently and you never come.

I have always known the truth.

I know I'm not worthy and never will be."

My family used to drive about an hour away to see relatives who lived on the beach. When they were gone I used to order pizza all the time. Mom used to tell me that they would take bets on whether or not I had ordered one or not.

If only they had known what was really going on in my head they wouldn't have left me home alone back then.

For the record, I'm not in that mind set any more.