Phone calls go both ways...

I had an old friend complain to me because I don't call her. Mind you she hasn't called me once since we reconnected a year ago and I have called her a few times. We recently unconnected because she was rather rude about it. The phone calls go both ways.

I am horrible at keeping in touch with people you can ask my siblings and they will agree. I am really bad at it. I don't call anyone unless I have a question, or I need to talk to them about something that is important. I really don't know what to talk about.

Look my life is boring. I literally go to work and come home. Once I'm home I put my pajama's on and I'm in for the day. I literally don't leave the house unless it's to go to work or the dumpster at the end of the complex to toss trash out. It's about a 10-minute walk because I really enjoy my walks and take my time getting there. It really helps that I only go at night so no one will talk to me.

I literally do everything online. My bills are paid online, they are almost all on auto pay and I also have my groceries delivered via Instacart to my doorstep. The only time I go to the store is to get my mom's medications.

There are times when I want to call someone, but then I don't want to be a nuisance and bother them. That is literally what pops into my head every damn time.

So yeah, I will 100% admit that I'm horrible at keeping in touch with people especially family and I do hope you know that I love you more than anything in this world. I'm working on doing better.

So, in the end "friend" ... don't be upset with me for not calling you when you don't/NEVER call me. The phone literally works both ways.